It's still the beginning of the week but it feels like a Thursday today. Probably cuz I'm going home tomorrow, and I'm all pumped up for the real Thursday.
Today was fun :) Laughed a little too much cuz people just found out that I'm ticklish... And oh my gosh McEgg is back!!!!!! I remember how it used to be the only burger I'll order in McDonalds apart from Fillet O' Fish. Memories.... Had tests for 2 consecutive days, so it kind of feels like a major exam is over and I'm slacking all the way today. In a little moment I'll go eat something, then maybe read something and pack for the trip home.
Physics test was crap today. I saw the paper and my mind was blank. Like blank. I didn't even know where to start. It was an open book test but I had no idea which part of the book to flip to. So yeah. I basically just crapped for 2 pages of test pad.
ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!
2 more days to results day. I'm scared and excited and curious altogether. I mean, when I finished my Sejarah and Bio and Chinese papers, I kind of ruled out the idea of archiving my mom's target of 9A+ (Yeah there's allowance for Chinese hahahah). But now, I realized that I'm still silently, secretly hoping that fate will have mercy on me. I think I kind of deserve it, for some reason. But whatever. I'll just try my best to lose some expectations and keep cool. Not like it means anything anymore right? But still, i worked for it. And it's sort of something to ensure me about A Levels. I mean, if I screwed up bloody SPM, what hopes can I afford to have on A Levels? Right?
And I'm so excited for going back to school. I never thought that I'll miss it, really. Even after I left, I was like 'OMG YES I'M NEVER GOING BACK', but right now, I just miss that place so much, even if it's a freaking prison. Maybe it's not the place, it's more of the people and the memories. High school wasn't all sweet and easy, trust me. Right now, thinking back, it feels like it was easier, but I know that at that time, it really sucked every single drop of energy out of me. And I think at that time, I had way more responsibilities and duties, compared to now. Now I just need to study and have fun and keep myself alive.
Trials is in less than 2 weeks and I really want to freak out. It's seriously time to fire up my engine.
Lol Bry just called saying that he wants to crash our place cuz his has no electricity. So much for a silent evening.......
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