Wednesday, December 26, 2012

You know the world can see us

GOODDAY MATE!!!!! Just came home from a short vacay and feeling 'ship lagged' (terminology stolen from Carissa). The cruise was fun and exciting and really something different, but it wasn't relaxing at all. Initially, I imagined myself lying on the deck, doing nothing all day long and let the light, soft sea breeze become my lullaby, but no. They had damn lots of stuff planned for us (ie. shows, kids games etc) and I couldn't really sleep on the deck during daytime cuz the sun was eating me inside out and when I did it at night, the sea breeze was so harsh and strong and freezing cold and left my hair all entangled... Haha it wasn't that bad, at all. It felt kind of awesome, at the time, and now. They had the funniest shows, the awesomest band and the hottest singers and an amazing blonde Nickelodeon guy hahahahha!!!

I'm still processing the photos right now but here's a little some some to make this post less boring...



Been trying out Picasa, but I think the photo quality of the filters suck like hell...
And now I have no idea how I'm gonna do the editing part...

Honestly, being on the cruise was really awesome. I had no phone connection or internet for 4 whole days and most of the time I'm just floating in the middle of some ocean with no other ships. It was like a huge break from the world and it felt really good. I mean, it's good to get wi fi again, but it was nice having the entire world blocked out by the ocean. Nobody knew me (except for Carissa and family) and nobody gave two craps about what I do. 

But of course there are down sides too XP My skin is like Idk-how-many shades darker and I swear my pants grew tighter. I don't get how the caucasians do it but while they were searching for the sunniest spots at the beach, I was fighting for umbrellas with somebody else. And they still turn out all fair, maybe a little red, but that wears off in like a few days, when I, on the other hand, becomes all grilled-like... -.-

SO NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay enough of that.

I guess Im going to upload the photos (only the nice ones) few by few over the week cuz I'm just too lazy to edit everything and wait. 

Awwww I miss my ship so much!!! I miss running around like mad searching for my cabin, racing up the stairs to the pool deck, waking up early to watch the sunrise that was ruined by a bunch of clouds, overeating cuz we had free flow of food around the clock, watching lame shows and laughing my ass out, spying on super hot workers, going to bed really late and wake up early and go to the pool deck and have breakfast in the restaurant and go back to sleep again... I miss it all. 

Being at home is just so strange suddenly...


Tuesday, December 18, 2012

From earth to bunny heaven


Dear baby Looney,

I thought I'll have at least 5 more years with you hopping around in the garden, bugging everyone for your apple treat every morning as we have breakfast outside, dashing out from the spider lily bushes whenever someone walks out the side door. Whenever I think about the near future, you've always been in the picture.

I can't say that the way you've left is entirely cruel or absurd, at least it's not cruel to me. I wasn't there, I was more than 200km away from you when you breathed your last breath. But I guess I wouldn't want to have it another way. Till now, I've refused to watch the CCTV footage on 13th December 2012, 9.00pm, or be nearer than 3 feet radius from your so-called grave. Knowing about your death broke my heart, but seeing you fall into your death trap, seeing you dead, would've been too hard for me to get through. So hard that I'll probably swear that I won't keep another mammal pet ever again. I feel bad, for not wanting to bear the thought of burying you, so see you deep asleep, your soul in a faraway land. I feel really irresponsible for that, but you know, till today, I still haven't got the courage to picture you dead. In my head, the only thought I approve of is 'Looney's not here anymore', I'd try to get distracted whenever I start to think about any image of you lying motionless on the ground. I just can't.

Everyone misses you a lot. Even daddy, who couldn't bring himself you call you by your name when you first came home. You've gone a long way, into becoming a huge part of the family. Coming back home, or going to take a breath outside, or eating in the garden just isn't same now. There's no more fluff ball sitting by my feet, twitching his ears as we talk and laugh, no more scratching my legs with your harmless paws when nobody is paying attention to you. It's like there's this huge, black, hole that has come to replace you and I have no idea when it will go away.

I hate eating breakfast in the garden now, or taking in the laundry, or dumping worn clothes into the washing machine, because all of these remind me so much of you. "But he's just a rabbit," I've told myself, but you were so warm and soft and fluffy. I miss you sitting by the door in the morning before I go to school, silently saying hello. I miss you lying flat on your stomach with your chin supported by the ground, looking into the house, as if you want to come in too. I miss you hopping onto your chair, wanting to be a part of us.

I know, you're born to be a prey, helpless and quiet, but if I'll have to rate your life, it would've been a straight 10. You're always happy and active, people love you like you're some god of cuteness, you eat straight from the trees, you get hugs for just stretching or yawning. I really hope that you liked being here with us too. 

2 years was way to short, and I'd do anything to bring you back, but you know I can't. 

Your maroon eyes will always shine, like millions of stars in the night sky. These memories will remain with me forever, a bunny friend that was so awesome you can't ever find something like him.


Me.
<3

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Every sky was your own kind of blue

I was in Subang for the past four days, going around the place, reminiscing the memories of those good old days. I miss Subang like shit right now. I've only been home for like 5 hours and I'm already bored, thinking of my next trip down south. Honestly, Subang's changed, a lot, since I left, not the good way heh... There are way to many cars now and they're building the LRT thing, hence, 3-lane roads become 2-lane roads. And you can imagine what it's like during rushhour. It used to be much more peaceful. I mean, I don't remember checking the traffic before going out last time. But overall, Subang is still beautiful. Okay, Ipoh is greener and the houses are much bigger and all, and Subang is just terrace houses surrounded by fences... But whatever.

On Thursday, we went straight to KL to my college to get the payment done, then to Ikea for lunch. Did a little domestic shopping there and walked to Ikano. I managed to have the meatballs I've been craving for since I don't know when. But gosh, that place was so so so crowded both lines were long like dfnouihwoifugh... And it was Thursday for goodness sake. We used to go on Saturdays or Sundays, never saw the lines that long before. They seriously need to expand the cafeteria d. Then we went back to my cousins' house and had dinner in SS18, behind our old house.

Yesterday, Saturday, we had breakfast in SS14, then went down town to KL city. KLCC first for the edu fair, then walked to Pavilion for lunch, then to Lot 10 to visit H&M which was filled with people, that it killed every drop of my shopping mood, then back to Pavilion again, and back to my cousins' house, and to SS15 for dinner. So proud that I didn't buy anything haha!!!!! And I just learned that there's this new and awesomer version of Chatime called Ochado. Try it!

So, you should realize, that I missed out Friday, cuz it's gonna be a longer paragraph(s). Friday was so amazing I'm gonna quote KS.

"I miss Friday. I was soo happy that day, didn't want it to end..."
-Dodobird Kah Shen via Whatsapp

14th December 2012, I had RT Pastry's green tea swiss roll (MEMORIESSS!!!!!!) for breakfast, and went to Sunway Pyramid at 9.30am. Was suppose to meet Dodo Tian How at 10 but his KTM got stuck somewhere in the middle. That guy damn semangat one la. 2 KTMs and a bus all the way from Kajang like WOW. So I wondered around, ate whatever that means something to me, watched my siblings ice skate and observed someone making cotton candy till the basket arrived at around 10.30. Then we walked and walked and talked, until we covered almost the entire mall, queued up at McD for awhile then decided that we didn't felt like having McD, and finally sat down in Papa Rich for drinks. Then talked and talked and talked, until it was 12, when KS was suppose to leave Help and drive Siobhan to SP, then got a call from Sio saying that he'd be late. So basket and I paid and flew to the cinema for a movie. The line was pretty long, and there's only ONE show that fits the timing, but it had a [B] beside it's title, so we wanted to know what it means and if we could watch it. After like Idk how long, we got to the counter and apparently, [B] means the couch thing which costs 44 bucks, so we just left. I think people were laughing behind us but whatever, we had plenty of time.

We continued to walk and walk and walk to the book store and then Harvey Norman above it. Toyed with some gadgets until the security guard couldn't stop staring and hallelujah, Sio called telling us they're coming for us. So, the gathering started with some awesome hugs and teases, then we walked and walked and walked, until someone suggested that we're hungry. LOL! So somehow we ended up in Subway, had Friday's subs, I stole a cup of coke, and we continued walking and walking and walking, figuring out what we want to do. 

We were suppose to go ice skating but apart from Sio, the international figure skater, we were too chicken to get out pants wet and stuff... So we walk and walk and walk, went into Daiso and some gift shop and Watson, goofed around till my stomach hurts from laughing, then went food shopping in Giant. At some point, we went to check out the Laser Tag rate, then thought it was too expensive, then walked away. At another point, we decided to play Foosball and pool, but somehow ended up going into the Japanese photobooth thing, I forgot what it's called d, and took this:



It was damn funny cuz we paid KS and made him go buy the tokens. Sio: They won't ask you which machine you're using, don't worry. And they did. So he came back red-faced and looking like -.-, cuz the machine was really girlish and covered with glitter and Japanese girls hahaa!!! And we didn't know how to use the machine cuz it was in Japanese... Lol. These photos are totally <333 I'll carry them to my grave!!!

Then we went to play some ball game. It was really violent, we had to throw the balls at babies and bats and aeroplanes and flies... Until my arm hurts till now. We played basketball, and with 4 pair of hands, we couldn't break the record of one, lone, man. Wow we suck. And no, we didn't play Foosball or pool at all...

Then we continued to walk and walk and walk, then it was dinner time. We had a really hard time deciding, until we had to lat-ta-li-lat and one-two-jus. I was the fastfood card and I won, but we didn't eat fastfood. -.- Somehow, we ended up in BBQ Plaza, and had the best dinner of my life so far. It was so fun I don't know where to start. We ended up making soup. Random.

And I think that was it. KS fetched Sio and I back, basket awkwardly went to his parents in Esquire Kitchen. 

Friday was so so so fun. We basically did nothing. But it was really really fun. Like family (quoting KS again). And I don't know why, jokes kept popping out of nowhere till we're all left laughing like mad people in the middle of no where. 

The pictures are in KS' canggih S3, and I had them bluetoothed to my phone:


Like family :')


We had breakfast at a hawker stall in SS18 this morning and drove back. And here I am, typing away while Whatsapping and watching HIMYM. Go multitasking! 


Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Like diamonds in the sky


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!

He's 45, a huge part of my life, my happiness, the reason for my existence, the life I'm living right here right now...

If I were to make a thank-you list, the list would go on forever and ever.

He's strict, cool daddy when he's at work, he's sensible, smart daddy when we're talking, he's funky, lame, funny, awesome daddy when he's stress-free and when we cramp on his bed at night talking nonsense...




About 17 years ago, baby me and 28 years old dad.
He hasn't changed. At all. LOL.
No kidding, if it weren't for the colour of this photo and me being a baby, people would probably assume this was taken not too long ago.
And wasn't me the cutest little thing!!!!
Hahahahha!!!!

Anyways, happy birthday, and you know I love you =)


***

It's almost midnight and I'm laughing to Barney Stinson's jokes...

Oh and I'm finally going for that stupid 6-hour undang lecture tomorrow. Like finally. I was really reluctant to start the driving shit all because of this lecture. I'll die there. I don't even want to think about how it's going to be and all cuz everyone's been telling me how disgustingly boring it is. Apparently they didn't used to have this shit back then, during my parents' time, and I don't know who the hell so smart go start this... Curse him/her/it. 


Friday, December 7, 2012

Laters, baby

No the title has nothing to do with the blogpost.

Reason Im blogging is that Im waiting for my nails to dry and typing on my phone is the only activity I can think of, other than watching telly, that doesn't require me to disturb my nails. Seriously!! Try typing on your phone, nothing ever comes into contact with your nails XD

So, it's Friday, 4th post spm day and frankly, my life is pretty monotonous right now. Woke up at 10 this morning and wondered around the garden and toyed either Looney till he was really frustrated and hopped away. Thank goodness Im leaving for Penang tomorrow. Gonna crash every mall available. Buy, eat, movie, window shop or whatever I don't even care. Just need some adventure...

Im just waiting for time to pass these days, till vacay, till 2013, till college. Bamm my life purpose.

Okay Im hungry. Gonna go hunt for food. Buh bye!!! ;)

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

But who could bear to know which stars were already dead



When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess.


When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!



This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.



So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know.


Goodday mate!
Happy Tuesday, happy post-SPM, happy one-step-closer-to-the-future.

It's a day after the long SPM. I expected fireworks to be going off everywhere and that life will be totally transformed into something of another level but no... It's still same-old same-old. The only significant difference is that I could afford to think 'what am I gonna do after this', when before yesterday, the answer was clear. Studying. But now, my table(s) is(are) empty once again, and well, there's no reason to be productive anymore. It just feels like I have all the time in the universe. No more deadlines, no more feeling guilty for having too much fun, no more being responsible to the cert I'm gonna get next March. 

Frankly, I don't give a shit about next March at all right now. Sure sure, I want all 10As but right now, I just don't want to think about it. It's way to far in the distant. And I'm really really sick feeling worried about that piece of stupid paper that will probably have no effect on my life at all. 

The truth is, I guess being free from all the torturous mugging has had me wiped out. Like seriously. I don't wanna think about anything. I just want everyday to pass, happily and well, till it's time to leave for vacay and than college.  


So this morning, I reached an epiphany. We're 21 days away from Christmas and 26 days away from 2013. 

*Blogger fucking deleted the rest of this blog post idk why wtf*
So I'm just gonna try to re-duplicate whatever I typed the first time.

Thinking back on 2012, I didn't really accomplish much. Apart from failing 2 music exams. My mom would probably strangle me if she sees me making a joke out of this, but it is. A really good joke. I mean, how does one fail two music exams in one go. It's either I really sucked or the examiner really hated me. I'd go with the first option cuz then it means I don't need plastic surgery.

In the mean time, I'm gonna spend more time thinking bout my goals for next year. Nail A Levels and... Idk... Finally know what I wanna be in the future? And my life purpose? But I think I have none. I'm a free man (woman? girl? wtf)...

So buckle up, people, and brace yourself for a new year is coming soon.
:)