It's in the past now, you tell yourself. You spend your waking hours trying to move on, you spend all your energy trying to charge forward. You fight every urge to not look behind your shoulders. Time passed, you think you've healed. You stopped running, took a deep breath, and turned your head towards your back, and then you realized, one glimpse, just one glimpse can turn all those hard work into dust.
You don't know if it's your fault, are you the one who's holding on to nothing for too long, or are people just too cool and heartless to even care. You want to believe that it's just you being all sentimental and overthinking, but then you realize that you really care and you want everything back to how it used to be. You know it's impossible, but every time you think of it, every time the clock strikes 11.11, you can't help but wish with all your heart.
Soundtrack: Stop and Stare.
Honestly, I didn't really want to blog. But trials just ended and stuff, I feel bad and guilty for not updating my blog. I have nothing much to say.
Last week passed like breeze, exams were okay I guess. The vibe was much better than the QTs, I hope my results will be tally too. I hope. The after celebration was GI Joe and Laser Tag in Midvalley. Friday was really really tiring. So tiring I fell asleep watching Running Man on my aunt's couch. After Midvalley, I got home, took a one minute bath, threw everything into my bag, and dashed to Sentral to meet my mom. We KTM-ed to Subang, walked over to Parade, and got to my cousin's house. Only then I had the chance to catch my breath.
Yesterday was spent shopping in Paradigm Mall and getting fat and bumping into my mom. Yeah, KL is small too after all. Came home this morning, and had been lying on my bed since then. With intervals of course. Anyways, I'm addicted to a really stupid drama, cried the whole afternoon over it, ate lunch on my bed over it, not gonna sleep tonight all because of it. Screw Taiwan dramas and me. Worst combination ever. And it's not even special.
Next-door girl fell in love with boss and vice versa. Ex boyfriend came out of nowhere and tries to win her back. Bitch fight between her and boss' so-called fiancee. Fight fight punch slap backstab. Eventually boss and girl will end up together. Predictable, typical. Only people like me will get obsessed over it. I'm crazy I know...
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