Overthinking - the art of creating problems that weren't even there

I'm so very artistic.

I really should detach myself from fictions and non-fictions and the internet for awhile. Too much information.

I don't know how my brain is complex enough to over-interpret whatever I hear or see. How my imagination is wild enough to always come up with the worst possible scenario. And then I just can't stop thinking and thinking, until I get so exhausted of thinking about that particular matter that I just decide to not care anymore. And even then, part of me will still be thinking, secretly, not letting my heart realize that.

Sometimes I swear im just too nonsensical, for designing and creating probably-nonexisting problems for myself to worry about. But I can't help it. I'd rather have myself prepared, anticipating for the downfall than being taken by surprise. That's why I give way too much thoughts into stuff. And at the end of the day, I realize that all those fuss and sleepless nights were unneccessary.