You lift my feet off the ground

Another Friday :)

I realized I practically only blog on Fridays. I'm not a busy person. I just waste a lot of time doing nothing. I like staring into the distance, having zero thoughts in my mind. Even when I'm home, whenever I have nothing to do I'll end up sitting in the garden watching Shiloh minding his own business or even watch him sleep. If I were an artist, I'd be a good one. I'm not trying to flatter myself cuz it's true. I have problem noticing huge important things but I am able to observe the tiniest detail. This only applies to things that interest me.

3rd day of Raya break at home and all I did was laugh, play, sleep, talk to everyone about everything and eat. Was suppose to get the whole AS of physics stuck in my head but I only managed to conquer 2 chapters. Oh and I'm currently my family's new driver. I've been driving my sister to ballet everyday, the entire family out for meals. And I'm quite surprised that mom let me drive to club with my sister. 

I don't like driving alone because I'll end up doing stupid things. Everytime I drive home alone after dropping my sister off, I'll use different roads to get home. I'm serious. Long and short ways. I don't even know why I did that. I'm quite worried for myself sometimes. I have the worst reflex anyone can have and yet I'm always the one taking the most risk.

*too sleepy and decided to sleep*

*next day*

Drove in a storm. Achievement unlocked! :)

Gosh I'm telling you, Shiloh is so expressive it can be so overwhelming sometimes. I was playing with him and all of a sudden, I thought to myself, 'why can't humans be like that too?' Why can't we tell somebody we love them without having to mentally write a script and still feel awkward? 

Wedding vows shouldn't be written on cards. It should be an impromptu speech. If you love somebody enough to marry them, telling them how much they mean to you shouldn't be a problem.

Shiloh shows us that he likes us by following us around and licking us, everywhere. He walks when we walk, and sits by our side when we stop walking. He stands up and wags his tail like crazy when we come out and jumps on us when he's happy and he wants to play.

We scold him when he bites on the furniture and lock him up every night. We only play with him when we're free and when it's not too hot outside, but he never seems to mind. All that matters to him is that we let him out every morning and we  make the effort to play with him 

If only humans can be less calculating and care less about egoism instead of always trying to win and wanting to receive more than giving.