Wednesday, December 26, 2012
You know the world can see us
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
From earth to bunny heaven
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Every sky was your own kind of blue
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Like diamonds in the sky
Friday, December 7, 2012
Laters, baby
No the title has nothing to do with the blogpost.
Reason Im blogging is that Im waiting for my nails to dry and typing on my phone is the only activity I can think of, other than watching telly, that doesn't require me to disturb my nails. Seriously!! Try typing on your phone, nothing ever comes into contact with your nails XD
So, it's Friday, 4th post spm day and frankly, my life is pretty monotonous right now. Woke up at 10 this morning and wondered around the garden and toyed either Looney till he was really frustrated and hopped away. Thank goodness Im leaving for Penang tomorrow. Gonna crash every mall available. Buy, eat, movie, window shop or whatever I don't even care. Just need some adventure...
Im just waiting for time to pass these days, till vacay, till 2013, till college. Bamm my life purpose.
Okay Im hungry. Gonna go hunt for food. Buh bye!!! ;)
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
But who could bear to know which stars were already dead
*Blogger fucking deleted the rest of this blog post idk why wtf*
So I'm just gonna try to re-duplicate whatever I typed the first time.
Thinking back on 2012, I didn't really accomplish much. Apart from failing 2 music exams. My mom would probably strangle me if she sees me making a joke out of this, but it is. A really good joke. I mean, how does one fail two music exams in one go. It's either I really sucked or the examiner really hated me. I'd go with the first option cuz then it means I don't need plastic surgery.
In the mean time, I'm gonna spend more time thinking bout my goals for next year. Nail A Levels and... Idk... Finally know what I wanna be in the future? And my life purpose? But I think I have none. I'm a free man (woman? girl? wtf)...
So buckle up, people, and brace yourself for a new year is coming soon.
:)
Friday, November 30, 2012
seven hundred and thirty-one
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
forever.
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
For things come and go
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
The Rime of an SPM Candidate
Chemistry, chemistry everywhere,
Sulphuric acid in burette;
Chemistry, chemistry everywhere,
For I hath wept in despair.
Sunday, November 11, 2012
I hear the preacher said speak now
Or forever hold your peace.
So, hello people!!! It struck me, suddenly, this morning, that I actually own a blog that's practically half dead now. And I saw a blinding flash of light from the far end of the mountain, then I heard a loud, deep voice asking me to resuscitate my dying blog.
Alright, I'll cut the crap.
But to be honest, all you'll be getting is crap in this post cuz my mind kind of refuses to think too much for the past three days. I haven't really been studying. According to my so-called plan, I was suppose to finish reading bio. Tomorrow, Im suppose to do all the past years and trial papers I can find. But oh well... So basically, I haven't done anything progressive since my math papers and I don't think there will be much improvement tomorrow.
I should just go sign up for lame, lazy, unimportant jobs like doing online reviews for some sick music or romantic novel or just go play contemporary in some restaurant or go walk dogs or be some kids-camp helper. Yeah maybe I should go work in a kindergarten after SpM.
Speaking of which, I have no significant feelings towards SPM. I just want it to be over irregardless of my less-than-half-ready status right now. If it hadn't been for our multiracial thing, SPM will end a freaking week earlier. Meaning, in another 2 weeks, not 3, which, will make super noticeable difference. ie. people would be happier and revert to their usual lifestyle (not that mine really changed a lot).
I still have no solid idea of what Im gonna do after SPM. I mean like right after SPM. I have the usual holiday plans like Penang and KL and our annual vacay, but other than that... Blanko. I was actually thinking bout going to work with people. Try seeing what other professions do. In my list, dentist, vet and lawyer. Im still not slashing anything from ny potential career lost because Im kia su like that. Lol. I just think it's wrong to judge and kick choices out without really knowing the real deal ahead. So... Yeah...
Gah I think I'll just stop typing now. Eye lids ain't gonna support themselves anymore.
Ps: I've been sleeping like nobody's business these days. Crap.
Monday, October 29, 2012
Autumn ends and winter follows
The leaves fall and then comes the snow
Its been a long time, since I really really think about my past, and despite all the tears and sadness, there's still a huge tinge of sweetness
The lessons I've learnt over the years.
I used to look at wealth and accomplishment like they are basic necessity in life, but then I realised that its just a stupid rule humans gave themselves. Its dumb. I mean, you can't really live for 80 years just for the wealth and fortune. There must be something more valuable than that. Valuable. Not expensive. What's the point of earning and using so much when everything will become nothing but dust when we leave?
Mom told me this afternoon that there's this plastic surgeon who died of lung cancer at age 40+. He was filthy rich, and he once said that true happiness is driving his Ferarri to visit his friends during CNY. I think that's just sad, if that's the maximum happiness he ever felt.
You drive a sports car, and then what? People go WOW and OMG and AHHH and then what? Half of them become green-eyed monsters and the other half wonder what you did in your previous life, and then what? Its just hollow jealousy, and touch consider that true happiness.
There's nothing wrong with wanting to be rich. I want that too. But when you put wealth on the top of your importance pyramid, its dangerous, cuz you'll forget how to live, how to love and how to be loved. And without living, loving and getting loved, its not real happiness you're getting. Its just a temporary feeling that you're above everyone. That's just wanting everyone to look at you and want what you have. That's just selfish.
I didn't understand that a few years ago. Looking back, I realise how shallow I was, like I felt I was cool to have huge dreams when I was actually really dumb.
Frankly, I've learnt all these because of someone. Im not gonna mention names but I owe him tons . All this while, through ups and downs, he'll always be there to make fun of me and make sure my sadness transform into annoyance or rage. You're awesome like that and thank you, so much for being such a great person.
I never knew such simple things could bring so much happiness and joy. I never knew such pure feelings of gratitude and love existed. I've told you those three words plenty of times, but I know you were probably to oblivious to know that I meant every one of them.





