I hear the preacher said speak now

Or forever hold your peace.

So, hello people!!! It struck me, suddenly, this morning, that I actually own a blog that's practically half dead now. And I saw a blinding flash of light from the far end of the mountain, then I heard a loud, deep voice asking me to resuscitate my dying blog.

Alright, I'll cut the crap.

But to be honest, all you'll be getting is crap in this post cuz my mind kind of refuses to think too much for the past three days. I haven't really been studying. According to my so-called plan, I was suppose to finish reading bio. Tomorrow, Im suppose to do all the past years and trial papers I can find. But oh well... So basically, I haven't done anything progressive since my math papers and I don't think there will be much improvement tomorrow.

I should just go sign up for lame, lazy, unimportant jobs like doing online reviews for some sick music or romantic novel or just go play contemporary in some restaurant or go walk dogs or be some kids-camp helper. Yeah maybe I should go work in a kindergarten after SpM.

Speaking of which, I have no significant feelings towards SPM. I just want it to be over irregardless of my less-than-half-ready status right now. If it hadn't been for our multiracial thing, SPM will end a freaking week earlier. Meaning, in another 2 weeks, not 3, which, will make super noticeable difference. ie. people would be happier and revert to their usual lifestyle (not that mine really changed a lot).

I still have no solid idea of what Im gonna do after SPM. I mean like right after SPM. I have the usual holiday plans like Penang and KL and our annual vacay, but other than that... Blanko. I was actually thinking bout going to work with people. Try seeing what other professions do. In my list, dentist, vet and lawyer. Im still not slashing anything from ny potential career lost because Im kia su like that. Lol. I just think it's wrong to judge and kick choices out without really knowing the real deal ahead. So... Yeah...

Gah I think I'll just stop typing now. Eye lids ain't gonna support themselves anymore.

Ps: I've been sleeping like nobody's business these days. Crap.