Happiness is
Having your eyes gaze into mine,
A moment short enough to last forever,
Thoughts and laughter intertwined,
Wanting you with me through my endeavours.
- http://eunicequay.blogspot.com
9 days into February. I am still in denial. Where did all the time go? It's like one second I was dreading for coming back to KL in December, and feeling excited for the new year at the same time, and the next, one month is gone. Poof...
CNY was as usual. TV programmes, heavy meals, stoning with the dears and camping in my grandma' house with containers of cookies and mini oranges. The reason I'm so sad that CNY is over is because now I have no big thing to look forward to anymore. The next important thing is like trials, on the final day of March. And it's not really something very exciting to anticipate, given me being less than half-prepared for it.
And I'm not going home for the next 4 weeks, which makes life even more depressed. My weekends here are... Very monotonous. It's just me, books and the gym and slightly better cooking. And occasional trips to MidValley for groceries but that happens for only once a month. I always have this urge to just grab my bag and throw in some necessities and make an impromptu trip home on Friday noons.
I really don't know what I want sometimes. It's not like I have nothing to do. I can write a damn long to-do list, and be too lazy to do anything and then complain that I'm bored. Then I'll go write in my journal or read blogs, waste time, and then start to panic at night when I realized I've got nothing done and complain that I have not enough time. I have very screwed up logic. Apologies.
Guess I shall go deal with photoelectrons and Albert Einstein's theories now. (who knew I would actually find quantum physics interesting...)
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