Saturday, January 26, 2013

Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy

(Do you even know how hard it is to come out with different meaningful song lyrics for my post titles? No you don't.)

Hello peeps, it's Friday and I'm home! YES, HOME. I miss my family and the food and my bed and TV and all, but I kinda miss KL now hahahahahahha!!!!! I feel guilty for missing it when I'm here, but Ipoh is... Nahh... It's home, it's nice and peaceful, but I have like zero freedom here. I can't drive yet, that sucks, and there's no MRT station two minutes away from my house. And no friends living 500m radius away, no goofing around all night and laughing like mad people at random stuff that doesn't even make sense...

The truth is, I like life there. Maybe it's because it's new and fresh and all, but I really do like living there. Although I have to do my own laundry and deal with conflicts. I like the idea of being in charge of my own life. Wow I actually enjoy having responsibility. That's really strange. But oh well, I'm home and I love home. I love coming home to people who want to know how my day went, people who asks me if I'm hungry, people who lets me wash up as they make me my meal...

Goodness I'm so greedy.

My neighbours just bought the most adorable puppy I've ever seen. I'm not a little toy dog kind of person. I prefer big, proud guard dogs that scare most people away by just staring, but that puppy is so cute, the meanest person on earth will melt seeing her hop around the house.

I really really want a dog. Like REALLY. Since... I knew that it's possible to keep dogs as pets, I think. And i can never understand how my parents can be so against them. To me, having a child addicted to a living creature is so much better than having one staring at the TV all day. I love seeing kids being all protective around their pets. I'm super convinced that kids that grow up with pets will turn out to be better people than those who grew up with computer games characters. It's healthier for the soul. Cuz they learn to care.

Okay maybe I should like write a long thesis about it and send it to my mom and let her judge it.

Heading to driving lesson. Again.

2 hours of spinning around in a tiny, stuffy Kancil -.-



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