Unless they're bitches who care about nobody but themselves...
Yeah so... I'm by the pool again, and a lot has happened lately, so much that I don't know where to start. I just can't seem to understand why some people can treat their friends like shit, like nothing matters except for their own benefits. If you don't plan to cherish them, why keep those people in your life? If you their existence annoys you, why not just walk away, instead of making everyone else miserable? Some people, weird people, they like turning our lives into a living hellhole, like they have nothing else to do. And I find it really disturbing cuz if you don't like someone, just walk away. Ruining somebody's life, it doesn't make you more complete. At ALL. It makes you look terrible, like a wild bitch on the loose. People start leaving you, isolating you. Yeah sure, you'll still have your friends, but are you SURE that they're actually your friends?
It's just, sometimes it hurts a lot, knowing what people can do to you, when you're actually doing everything right. Maybe it's my problem, maybe I'm just paranoid, maybe it's not my problem, but it really sucks. You feel like talking about it but you have no idea what and how to say, afraid that it'll make things worse.
Enough of the emo shit now.
Gosh, if I were to sit here, and if every 'tomorrow' would be a holiday, I'll just give up studying and be a full time blogger. With the sound of water and some awesome new friends dancing beside me (LOL!). The things is, things may seem happy and cheery outside, but nobody knows what's really going on, what's happening inside.
You can be in a room FULL of people and feel like the loneliest person on earth.
That is SO SO SO true that I can't agree more. You can spend all your effort trying to make it right but something will pop up somehow and destroy everything, taking away all the joy... Life sucks. Sometimes...
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