It's the fifth day into December, probably my favourite month of the year. Having holidays and celebrations to look forward to, and a brand new year coming along. I love new things, or just the idea of a chance to start again. I blame it on my terrifyingly short attention span, and getting bored of things way too soon.
I know I haven't been blogging as frequently as before, reason being I've decided to write in my journal instead, because some struggles are just too personal to be shared. I'm not a person who find 'talking things out' useful. Especially when it only involves me and my internal struggles. It's not that I don't rant, but I never seem to be comfortable to blurt out all my feelings and problems like the way I complain about a rude person I met as I queued up to get lunch. But that's a problem too because I can be really troubled or moody all of a sudden and nobody knows why, which I know is kind of annoying.
I can't believe that I'm already more than half way through my first semester! 2 more months to finals, and it's another whole new semester. And I thought that 5 semester is going to take forever. But again, I thought that college was going to take a lifetime too. Can't say that my life sucks, but I do have a horrible schedule, mainly because they're making us do all kinds of useless crap. And I think that there is too much time wasted in between, partly also due to my lack-of-initiative to grasp every spare minute I have to perform my duty as a student (ie. Study), but the campus is so congested you can't really expect people like me to be able to concentrate on lecture notes when you have so many people doing so many things all around me.
Okay this entry is going nowhere so I'm just gonna go to bed and wake up to a great weekend.
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