If your heart is always searching, will you ever find a home?

It's practically still the middle of the week, but it already feels like a Friday. Frankly, I'm really not that far from the best day of the week. It had been a long long week, and it's only the third weekday. Got over with physics and chemistry test and I'm feeling as if I'm done with my entire AS Level. I hate having to handle stress. If you know me well enough, you'll just notice what tension has done to be just by looking at me for like a few minutes. My mom doesn't even have to be looking. One phone call, a few words, she'll be asking if I'm gonna have a test real soon. Genius.

I did nothing after coming back from college. Just watched all the episodes of dramas that I've missed out and exercise a little and eat. I don't like my diet. I thought I'm suppose to be feeling super healthy and energetic but I'm not. I see my dinner and I feel like crying sometimes. Mom tried cheering me up by telling me the weekend is in another 2 days, but what difference does it make? I'll still be stuck here with the same old lettuce or cabbage and apples (ok fine I love apples). Sometimes, I go on Instagram and I see pictures of TGI Fridays or IKEA meatballs and I feel like I'm living in hell.

I need to learn how to teleport.

Sorry if I'm a little cranky right now. I'm just a little sleep deprived. And last night's sleep wasn't a smooth one. Roommate's alarm rang at freaking 4am and she didn't bother to switch it off. And it sort of kept me half awake since then. I'm in the mood rant and complain but I'm not gonna torture you like that. Gosh I need to sleep...

On a brighter note, mom is coming down this Friday. Her reason being she wants to attend the parents-lecturer's conference but really, she just wants to shop. But I can't wait to see her. It's been like 3 weeks since I last went home. I miss home so much I can't even... Good thing there's only classes for the first 2 days of next week. Time to get pampered again :D

Ok maybe I should really make some plans for this weekend so that I won't go into depression. I feel like a nun in a nunnery with no car and no food and no entertainment. Sigh...